I ignored the fact that
You bleached your hair
And that
My blue eyes
Made you so happy
For my eyes
Saw only your saving ones
And that brown/red hair
That shined in the light
I ignored that
You spoke
And wrote
To me in German
For you were always saying
How you cared
And loved me
As your sister
I ignored your
Hatred
Of Jews and gays and All that weren’t you
I loved you
And cared for you
As the brother I’d always wished for
And I wish I could ignore it again
For I miss you
My brother