So my first few weeks of college are done. I don’t know what to make of them though. At times I’m having fun and loving it, but most of the time I’m just missing home and wishing that I could be with my family and friends. I miss everyone and just wish I wasn’t here. But I can’t change that now. Hopefully if and when clubs get up and running I’ll have something to do, but until then I’m bored and lonely.
Sometime at the end of the month I’m heading home to get my car (if mom thinks it runs well enough. lol). But then I come to the problem of how am I going to pay for the gas to come home when I want to… Ugh.
Sometimes I wish I had just gone to John Carroll or something. Stayed at home and dealt with everything. Atleast then I could see my friends and not be worried about going crazy. I’d be able to have meals without worrying about not having anyone to sit with cause I would just go home. I miss feeling secure and safe.
I just want to go home… wish I hadn’t come here…
I love it as a place but… I want to be home, and this isn’t just home sickness… this is I just really don’t want to be here…… dont want to be so far away from everything that means something to me…
I just dont know what I’m doing…
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